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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-27 21:53
Subject: What a shock
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Mood:scaredscared
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Rodney is your SGA buddy!
McKay: Shut up and think quick, if you lived on
Atlantis you'd be spending your time with Dr
Rodney McKay and neither of you would have a
moment to spare if you're working on some
doohickey with the potential to determine life
or death...


Who would be your best Stargate Atlantis buddy?
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I'm off to the hospital tomorrow, so this is what I've been doing all day to take my mind off it. My brains are dribbling out of my ears!
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-21 11:45
Subject: Dark Age of Camelot
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Mood:mellowmellow
Ok, I bought it.

I don't know why. It arrived yesterday.
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-20 12:01
Subject: Work and stuff
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Mood:chipperchipper
Music:None
Well, I was dragged back to the doctors again this morning. That's 4 times in 7 days. They took more blood, this time to check my hormones. Good news was that I'm not anaemic, diabetic, don't carry any STD's nor have I thyroid problems. The other swab type tests came back ok. I have another check up next week, for the blood pressure, and then it's off to hospital for some ultrasound.

(No, I'm not pregnant!!)

So yeah, feeling kind of chipper.
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-16 20:58
Subject: Obsessing
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Mood:anxiousanxious
Music:Karl Jenkins - Adiemus
Or however the heck you spell that word.

Work again tomorrow, why is it that the weekends go by so quickly? maviscruet came round today to see Everquest 2. As an extra bonus, the non disclosure agreement for City of Villains has been lifted and the servers were open DURING THE DAY, so he was able to make a toon in all its infamous glory.

Very glad he came round, otherwise I'd be mulling over thoughts of various vaginal, cervical, ovarian and endometrial cancers! Oh yes, it's a possibility. I'm hoping the comment made by the doc that my insides look healthy, means that none of the above are an issue. Maybe it's just my hormones? Like it is for everything else? The teensiest sign of stress and they're all over the place.

I was told I'm going to Madrid on the 31st October. Number 1 problem, it's Samhain, the end of the year, probably one of the most important dates in my calendar. If I miss this one, it's the second festival date I've missed because of work. Number 2 problem, it's 2 days after I get out of hospital and I'm not sure I want the stress of going to madrid and organising an exhibition on my own.

To end on a humerous note, my stupid lazy twat of an ex-minion has taken to hiding from me (shock, maybe he feels guilty about doing NO work for 2 years on my project) He thinks he's being dead sneaky and clever and that I can't see him. See, thing is, I wrote that particular book on being sneaky and clever at work. We watch him scurrying about, he takes the back stairs at odd times. It's most amusing. I'm sure he's related to my ex-boss, how else could all of my formal complaints never get anywhere?

Grrrrrrrrrrrr
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-15 23:40
Subject: Doctors
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Mood:thoughtfulthoughtful
Music:Vangelis - Memories of Green from Blade Runner
Back to the doctors on Wednesday. Got to see if my organs are working correctly. I reckon they are, surely I would feel ill otherwise? Right?

Get the results of some other tests in a weeks time. These are more vital tests.... Bit worrying, but I'm not thinking about it.
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-15 23:37
Subject: Well....
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Mood:mellowmellow
Music:Vangelis - Love theme from Blade Runner
I've changed from the last time I took this test!



I am a A Spirit Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Spirit Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, a Spirit Dragon tends to walk the fine line of Neutrality....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon is a risk taker and answers to no one....
As far as magical tendancies, Magical spells come as natural to the Spirit Dragon as breathe from it's body....
During combat situations, a true Spirit Dragon prefers to defeat opponents by the use of spells and other tactics....
The spirit dragon is a true creature of chaos, it is very nomadic and goes wherever it pleases. Due to its non-corporeal nature, a spirit dragon moves freely anywhere and everywhere.'
A spirit dragon is a living mystery. They are barely visible to the naked eye, as their bodies are formed from the ghost-like material of the soul.'
A Spirit Dragon is nearly impossible to harm except by means of powerfully enchanted weapons and magical spells. The spirit dragon has no physical substance and cannot manipulate the physical world without the use of Spells and Magic. However, be warned that this does not mean the spirit dragon is of no consequence. They are masters of magic and take a large part in the happenings of the mortal world around them. They are often seen as puppeteers behind the stage of reality.
'
This Dragons favorite elements are: Soulstone, Hematite, and Wind

http://Dragonhame.Com
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-14 08:46
Subject: Relieved that yesterday is over
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Mood:relievedrelieved
Music:(in my head I'm singing the Rasmus)
Thanks to all of the posts yesterday. I went to the doctors, she had a rummage around and I'm scheduled to have some more tests done at the LGI. I should get the result of one test by next week, so I'm kind of looking forward to that.

Got to go back to the doctors today, so I'm taking a half day off work.

Work.... it's very dynamic but oh so stressful. I sit next to the lady administrator of my Centre (industrial centre of particle science and engineering), and she's very stressed. We sit in silence, yesterday she spoke two sentences to me. The first, to say that if I pissed her off she'd murder me (her words), the second to moan at me because my phone was ringing while I was sending a fax to a client in the main office.

The day before, she spoke 3 sentences. All pissed off queries about why I hadn't given her what she'd asked for weeks ago. (I had, but she's a bit forgetful :) )

Ho hum. I've done the work of 2 other people this week, as well as my own. I'm looking forward to the weekend. I could have cried when my alarm woke me up at half 5 this morning. For one brief moment, I thought it was Saturday :(
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-12 19:57
Subject: Very Very scared
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Mood:scaredscared
Music:Nothing

Really really scared about going to the doctors tomorrow. There's the whole how do I get to it trauma, followed by where is the door trauma, where is the reception trauma, where do i sit trauma, how do they announce it's your turn to see the doctor trauma, where do you go when you've been announced trauma... and on and on.

And that's not including the seeing the doctor trauma and the what the heck is wrong with me trauma.

*sighs*

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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-12 08:00
Subject: Doctor?
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Mood:worriedworried
So, does anyone have a doctor they'd recommend in Bramley?
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Amadan
Date: 2005-10-12 07:59
Subject: Okaaay
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Mood:tiredtired
So, it wasn't Germany, it was Holland. And it was yesterday, a round trip of around 7 hours.
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