Cancer of the colon - my first partner died from it. There has to be more we can do? :(

I feel lost

Well, it's been a long time since I last wrote anything.

Here we are, already into March of 2006.

For the record, this year has seen a great many changes. I finally left Leeds University; I had no choice, my contract was up with no more in sight.

I went and got a job at Malvern Instruments, down in Worcestershire; which means I had to leave Leeds. While I still talk to all of my mates online, I really really do miss the city, and my house.

The new house cost double the price of the old house, but it's in Malvern, which is a REALLY exclusive part of the country. It's full of old people and rich people, and it's really really beautiful.

And I hate my job.  I'm a receptionist.  It sux

Heya, I hope everyone had a good Christmas and new year. I'm glad I'm back in Leeds! :)


Death becomes you. Because you are the incarnation
of death, also known by the name spoken by
trembling lips... THANATOS! No, you're not all
that bad. It's not like you actually kill
humans, you just take the souls that need
measuring for heaven or hell. But damn, you are
SO misunderstood!


What Incarnation of Immortality are you? (wonderful pictures)
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Why can't I go to sleep? I don't have any reason why I shouldn't. Not really.

2005 has been a strange year. It started out badly wity the Tsunami in South-East Asia, then bad things came closer to home with so many awful things happening to family and friends.

For those that don't know, I was told there was a 75% chance that I had cancer. So of course, I started to tie my loose ends together and think about selling up and stuff... and lo and behold. I recieve all the luck in the world and it turns out it's not cancer! I still have the same symptoms, but it's not the big C. All of my lucky numbers came in that day.

So, the Gods in a fit of pique, decide to put my dad's job in jeopardy (he works at LDV in Birmingham). Well it turns out that LDV has been bought out, but the pensions are still in danger. That's 25 years worth of pension for my dad who's a hairs breath short of 60. Finding another job chance? Neh

So that was a few days ago.

Then today, my dad's uncle dies. What? Did my family tread on some cosmic ant so we're all reaping our rewards triple big time? Or is it just fricking happenstance.

Or some joke

Sometimes, belief in something greater than us all is so very hard.

I played DAoC with maviscruet and a few others on Thursday night. Fab time. Never played in such a game before. Completely different to CoH/CoV. Mistakes are punished much more severely. Especially if you're not used to the completely laggy controls. It's SO crude in comparison to *ahem* newer games. But it was a lot of fun. Buff buff buff buff *Mave keep still, I losing track of my buffs* buff buff disease dead.

I owe Mave an apology.... for some n00b error I made during the game. Only his character would have felt the error.

Invited a load of people over on Monday to watch Serenity. *I am a leaf on the wind* Should be good....

Damnit, I DEMAND a recount!

Surely not a surprise here then!

What a shock!

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Gnome Warlock

Gnomes are strange little things. Fascinated with gadgets and shiny things, gnomes are often plotting and planning - but are pretty smart, despite all the explosions. You're a creepy, creepy warlock. You delight in the darker things in life - such as setting people on fire, and delight in the macabre. You'd probably fake your own death just to freak people out by getting up from the casket at your funeral.

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